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[Oct. 27th, 2005|10:15 pm] |
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So nothing to exciting is going on with my sister Suzanne. she is still have labor pain and what not but she is not really porgressing. she is only one cm dialted...what the heck I want my nephew!!! She is going to come down here saturday which is going to be nice. my sister sharon is having a halloween party and suzanne wants to come to see my nieces and get her mind off having the baby. hehehe then maybe he will decide to come. I am looking forward to my sisters party.It should be a good time. I am brining a spinach dip ( the one they have at fridays) soooooo good! I just hope more people repsonded to my sister today or whatever about coming. only a few people have so far which is fine but a few more would not hurt. my friend kelly is coming. she wanted us to be an angel and a devil but I really don't have the money to buy a costume so I am going to tell her tomorrow we should just go as two nurses or as a dr and a nurse. I allready have scrubs here so it would be easy and cheap for me to do. I am hoping she is fine with it and not to disapointed, but as I have said before I am so broke and thats why I am planning on getting another job to help with the I can't do it because I don't have the money. I am frankly sick and tired and saying I CAN'T DO IT BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE THE MONEY. I mean honestly my college loans have not even started yet and they are going to soon. they are just going to make me more broke so i need some sort of other job. I am really hoping I can sell myself good and get a job for saturday and sunday nights as a waitress. Even if I made a 100$ a weekend that would help so MUCH!. Anyways I am off to bed because I am working 7-630 tomorrow and the morning and the alarm come to quick...
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[Oct. 23rd, 2005|07:08 am] |
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So it's been a long time I know I know....Things have been going good. My job is really good. the people I work with and the place is just amazing. I have learned alot so far. I do wish I did make more money though. I am planning on talking to them about this once I have been there for three months. I am just going to ask for an evaluation of some sort. In the meantime I am going to find a waitressing job for the weekends...since I can't do it during the week. I don't really want to get another job but I am sick of having to say I can't do anything because I don't have any money. I am also sick of stressing over money. I don't expect another job to take away all the stress but just a little bit would be nice.
IN other news my sister Suzanne is starting to feel some labor pain! I am sooo excited for this baby to come. It's the first boy for my family so you can imagine the excitement we all have. Suzanne has been preparing herself well for the baby..She has had three showers, done her house well most of it over, and she has done all of the classes you need to do to get ready for the baby.
I have not done much really lately besides go to work. Last weekend though, I had to go to a benifit for a friend. My friend Billy needs a double lung transplant or he will die. He has cystic Fibrosis. He is a friend of mine from freshman year at salem state. If you go to this link you can read about his whole story and to see if you could help billy. www.nicelungs.com This is a really sad story and I just pray for him and his family that he gets the help he needs.
Nothing much has really been going on lately...just going through the motions and getting ready for the new nephew!
I promise to update more frquently! |
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[Sep. 6th, 2005|10:41 pm] |
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Yeah so I am not to good with this updating thing...I will do it as I remember and have time to! Things have bene going really well at the new job! The people there are so nice and are always willing to answer any questions I have. I had to go to mulbery today to pick up some papers. I kinda wanted to go see my old kids but I was afraid that Maryellen would see me and get mad. as soon as I walked in there I was soo happy I was not longer working there. Though I love the new job and it's hours I have been really tired lately.I get home from work around 7 and go to bed by 1030....im such a loser!
It's been really weird this week reading everyones away messages talking about going back to school and what not because I am done and don't have to go back. I am not sad well I don't really feel like I am ...I just feel weird. I really thought I would keep better intouch with people after college and it seems like there is more and more time between the last time that I talked to people.I mean I know it works both ways and I should not be blaiming myself for not keeping in touch as much but I just wish we would all work on keeping in touch.I really feel like I made some life long friends in college and I really miss them. Especially road trips with Nina....Fridays with Lindsay....Dinner and a movie with Jen.....and fantasy island with jenny kay. All these times were such a good time I just wish it was easier to keep in touch.
Sharon and Ryun are going to be moving soon which is exciting! I am looking forward to seeing the new place and helping them get settled. Sharon and I went through clothes last night and filled two bags with clothes for Hurricane relief. I wish there was more we could do. I just feel so bad for all of those people. I especial feel bad for the children who were supossed to go back to school this week sometime and now don't have a school to go to. It's all just to much to think about. although I am not excited about the gas prices and how they keep going up and up I am certainly grateful for having a house and a family to come home to!
I am going apple picking in a few weeks with the nieces and Suzanne. I am excited I have only been once before but it was so much fun! We are going to place where there are animals and a hay ride.Emily just came with us last time because Katie was to small and Julia was not even thought of yet. Anywho it should be fun and I am looking forward to it!
nothing else really...
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[Aug. 31st, 2005|11:46 pm] |
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I got a JOB!!!! WAHOOO! I am working in Marshfield @ Cherobs Child Development Center. I am currently the closing preschool teacher for three year olds. My hours are m-f 10-6:30. The place is just great I love it!
and thats all for now I am tired and have to work in the am!
I promise more to come soon! |
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[Aug. 25th, 2005|10:30 pm] |
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HELLO THERE!
Well today was the normal day for me when I don't have a job. I got up at ten checked the email...watched some tv and then went to get some lunch. I came home hung out with my neighbor and her grandchildren and then babysat my niece Julia so my sister could take em and katie to the allergist.fun times! I love babysitting Julia...she could not be more easy! she is such a happy baby. While I was babysittng Julia the peoplr from Marshfield called and they have another position opening up and they want me to come interview for it. This position is to be a preschool teacher in a 3 yearold classroom. This would be good to get because it would be more money and fulltime. I am glad they called me because I was getting a little nervous as I have mentioned before. I also talked to the people from Duxbury and found out the person who was supossed to call me and letme know about the job is on vacation all week and will not be back till Tuesday! Yikes nice of her to let me know...Here I was freeking out that I did not get the job and they were just blowing me off and she is not even in her office. So hopefully by wednesday of next week I have some good news stating that I got a job!
Tomorrow I am going to the Zoo with my sister and her children. Should be a good time I love animals. tomorrow night I am going to babysit for her for a little while so her and Ryun can go look at a perspective house to rent! then my dad is going to come over and we are going to have dinner all together. my other sister suzanne is coming home tomorrow for the weekend and we are going to the sox game on saturday. well we are trying to anyways.people say it's not that hard to get tickets the day of the game so we shall see. it should be a good time! my friend kelly is also going to come with us. I am soo excited I have not been to a game since I was 7!
well im tired early day tomorrow for the zoo!
more to come tomorrow or maybe the day after that! |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2005|12:54 am] |
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Hello folks!
Nothing really exciting happened today. Just sat around all day and waited to hear from prespective employer's. This is the same thing I will be doing tomorrow except this time I hope to hear something and have it be an offer. I hate not having a job and having some sort of steady income. Everytime I go and spend money I feel guilty. It sucks. My mom keeps telling me to call more places and what not but honeslty I don't know how much motivation I am going to have if I don't get one of the jobs applied for. I mean I know I have been offered one but I can't realisticle(sp?) take it if they can't offer me helth insurance and honestly I dont think i would be happy there so it just seems like I would be wasting my time and theirs. I am hoping that something pans out or I am going to get even more stressed out. I know I am great with children but Mulberry really made me feel the opposite. I just don't know what to do if I don't get one of these jobs. I mean when I left the interviews I felt like I got the job but now I am not sure. I think it's because I am sick of waiting and just thinking the worst but I just wish the only thing I was thinking and stressing about was what I am going to wear on the first day of my new job.
In other news after talking to my sister about the OC and her and everyone else telling me it's a good show I have rented season one. LET me tell you I love it!!....I can't wait to finish Season One! Season two comes out tomorrow well today since it is technical tomorrow allready!....
aww man lots on my mind....going to try and sleep now...
more to come tomorrow...hopefully saying I got a job! |
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[Aug. 21st, 2005|07:39 pm] |
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So this weekend was really relaxed. I hung out with my sister Sharon on Friday night and we watched Guess Who. I had seen it before but she had not... it was good for the second time. Saturday the nieces came over and so did ryun's grandmother and his uncle with his wife and daughter. It was nice. the kids always fun fun at the pool and what not. Katie or well Katherine is getting more brave in the water. It's so nice to just sit around the pool sometimes. Last night the nieces and my sister slept over here and we watched the wedding date. which was also good. Sharon and I stayed up talking about the house her and her family are going to have to move into. I think it's a really good that they have to move. I just think a new fresh is always a good and what better then a new house to help out in the fresh start. Today I did nothing just hung out and watched Gilmore girls for a million hours. now im watching the the abc family movie...pretty good so far....
I am looking forward to this week because I should hear from one or more of the places that I have applied. I am really anxious to get a job again. not that I have been home not working for a while but I like to know I have a check every week. I am also looking forward to this weekend because I might be going to a redsox game..which makes me sooooo excited. I have not been to one since I was 7. I am also looking forward to this weekend because my mom and dad are going to be home and they have not been home in a few weeks and I miss them. I am just looking forward to relaxing this week and weekend and spending time with them. I will ofcourse be going to sharon's tomorrow for our monday night dinner and tv shows.
well thats all for now...
more to come tomorrow... |
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[Aug. 18th, 2005|10:42 pm] |
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The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
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[Aug. 17th, 2005|06:39 pm] |
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So things are going well so far with the job hunting. I had two interviews today and I have found a job that I really want and I think I got. I still want the other job in Duxberry but it would be nice to have choices. I am hoping I hear by Friday from all places so I know what is going on.
nothing to much is going on really. meeting my sister tonight for shopping and desert.....other then that nothing to exciting...
more to come tomorrow...maybe more exciting tomorrow |
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[Aug. 15th, 2005|10:37 pm] |
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So I have been looking for a new job and I have found some pretty interesting ones. I have set up 5 interviews. one of which was today. I have two on Wednesday and one on Thursday and Friday. The one today went okay but I am not sure if I was offered the job I would take it. I would make more money then I did at Mulberry but I would only be working 30 hours with no benifits. this is a problem because I would be making slightly less weekly then Mulberry and I would not be eligible for health insurance. So I don't know I am just hoping something pans out with the other 4 I have set up.
The interview I have set up on Friday I am very excited about.I am excited because I will be called a floater there and will get to experience the 7 rooms they have there. I think this is something I would like because it would be something different every day. This also would only be like 33 hours a week but I would get benifits which is what I really need. I am hoping I will make nothing less then what I was making at Mulberry because I was like the pay checks and I don't want them to get smaller. Two of the other places I have interviews with are not that close to carver which is also something I am not excited about if I had to take one of those two jobs. Gas is sooo freekin expensive I really don't want to have a big commute.
I don't know I guess it's just time to wait and see what is offered to me. I am sure I will get something I just really hope it's one that I want and not one I have to take.
Nothing else really exciting is going on right now...Tomorrow I am just going to hang here and my nieces and some other people are going to come over and swim and what not. Should be a good time...
the rest of the week is just going to be interiviewing time!
More to come tomorrow or well maybe the day after |
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[Aug. 11th, 2005|11:01 pm] |
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It's been a while or well a few days since I last updated. Nothing to exciting has been going on I have just been spending time with my aunt from cali and working my last days at Mulberry. I am sad to leave the kids. Tomorrow is going to be a hard day because I have to say goodbye to them. I am hoping that it goes by fast because I want to sorta get it over with so it's done and I don't have to think about it anymore.
I have been stressing out a little bit lately because of the not having a job but more because people seem to think I am not happy living at home and with my life. what they don't realize is that I am probably more happy then I have ever been. I love being home and I love being with mom and dad and near one sister and my nieces. I do miss the North Shore but my heart belongs to the South Shore. I am not saying that this might not all change but for now people need to understand I am happy and if I was not I would do something about it. I am not one to sit around when I am not happy... I am not going to start now. My Aunt leaves tomorrow to go back to Cali.. I really want to go out and see her sometime in the more near future. I love it out there. apart of me always wanted to go to school there.
Well tomorrow I am working my last day then babysitting my nieces and getting ready for the big party @ Suzannes:) so excited for this one.....watch out I am getting hammered;)
more to come tomorrow....sleepy time now! |
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[Aug. 7th, 2005|12:24 am] |
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It's been a few days since I have updated...mostly because I have been busy with my aunt from cali being here and everything. I have just been to tired to update before I go to bed.
The last few days other family members have been visiting my house that do not live here, such as my aunt from cali her son my nana and another aunt and uncle. Sharon has also been here with the kids as well. This does not bother me as I love spending time with the family but man does it stress me out... I am the type of person that needs organization and it's really been caotic around here. For instance dinner is such a process of where people are going to sit to eat and what we are going to eat. Also I find it rather frustrating that the house is a mess. I want to clean it but I feel like at this point I should just wait till the house settles down with people in it. If I were to clean it now it would be messy again tomorrow... don't get me wrong I am not mad that my aunt is here or that there are people visiting it just stresses me out a bit. I think it's also my other stress of not having a job really right now thats worrying me.
Tomorrow I am going to see the play "Fame". It's put on by the acting school that my nieces go to. I am excited to go because my sister, Sharon keeps telling me how great it is and everything. After the play I am not sure what is going to be going on. My parents have been in NH since Friday and they are coming home tomorrow but not untill 7 or so. I just hope tomorrow is a little less caotic.
sleepy time for now....
more to come tomorrow... |
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[Aug. 4th, 2005|11:21 pm] |
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So today was another weird one at work. I just know I am leaving and it's just hard. I feel like now that I am not going to be there anymore my classroom is getting the help it needs and it's not really fair that it's happening now. Anyways I just am all stressed abouy eveerything and even the litelest thing is driving me nuts and I am getting mad at people for no reason. I just wish I knew tomorrow when I drop my application off at cranberry crossing I knew I was going to get hired. I know it will all work out but I have never not had something else lined up before,and this time I am just quiting and thats it....
In other news my mother had a hair dying and cutting party tonight and i ended up getting my hair cut and GOD do I love it. I finally have the hair cut I wanted all along since I got it cut a while back. Tomorrow I am working my second to last Friday at Mulberry and man am I glad. After work I am coming home and swimming with the nieces and with aunt susan and her son sean.
well im sleepy so im off to bed
more to come tomorrow |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2005|09:53 pm] |
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So tonight was so much fun! I went to dinner @ Bertucci's and went to see Must Love Dogs with Kelly,Sharon, and Suzanne.... for Suzanne's Birthday.... we even made them sing to her at bertucci's..hehehe I am really glad that kelly and I are friendly again. I missed hanging out with her and just being the close friends we were in highschool.
Work was okay today though I had to tell a parent that I was going to be leaving the center and she was really upset. I had told her in the begining that I was not going to be going anywhere for a long time and that she needin worry. I feel bad but I had to do this because it's the best thing for me. she asked me what center I was going to be going to and what not and I told her that I planned on applying to Cranberry Crossing. I also told her that now that I was not going to be working for Mulberry that I would give her my info and that I would be more then willing to babysit for her if she wanted me to. she was very please so I think I will give her my info tomorrow. I really hope she calls me sometime because God do I love both of her children.
Well I need to go to bed now I am working tomorrow at 715am and then after work I am going to Logan to pick up my aunt from the airport.
more to come tomorrow |
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[Aug. 1st, 2005|09:51 pm] |
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So today was a little weird at work because I was there knowing I was not going to be in two weeks. Some of the people were shocked when they heard I was resigning. Some of the people allready knew when I told them which sorta bothered me because it's no ones place to tell them except me. I mean who knows what they were told. Oh wellI guess...
My sister Sharon was looking online today for jobs for her and then she decided to look for jobs for me and she found one at a place called cranberry crossing... They are looking for preschool infant toddle teachers. I don't care where I would be put as long as I get a job. I am going to go there weds hopfeully. I am waiting to hear back from the Director. They said she would call me back tomorrow. Crossing my fingers on that!
Tomorrow I am going out with my two sisters and kelly for Suzanne's Birthday. I allready made her a scrapbook but now I am going to take her to dinner and a movie along with my sister Sharon. We are going to go to bertucci's for dinner and then to see Must love Dogs. I am really excited because though I see Sharon alot I don't get to see Suzanne that much anymore. It's weird because she used to be the sister I saw all the time and now she is the sister I see the least. I miss going to her house for dinner. we are going to plan a night for me to come and sleep over so that we can finish the scrap book I made her and have a bonding night:) she is having a party next weekend.I can't wait it's going to be a good time...probably the only time I am going to get hammered all summer.
well I am off to bed because work comes wayyyy to soon in the am....
more to come tomorrow |
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[Jul. 30th, 2005|06:26 pm] |
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Today I did nothing really all day till about 230. I babysat my nieces tonight which is always a good time but I am going to be honest sometimes I worry about my older niece Emily. She is on a punishment right now with her mom and dad for sneaking food. The punishment is that she can't have desert this week and she can't use the computer. you would think this would work for a child of only 8 but she does not care she snuck food twice while I was babysitting her tonight. well that is two times that I know about. I told her that she was going to bed right away the second time which it was later then her normal bed time anyways so it's not a big deal really. I also told her I was going to tell her mom and dad and that she might now have two weeks with out desert or computer. I juat don't get how she does not even really get mad or upset about being punished. I sat and talked to her tonight about how she is he big sister and how she needs to show her little sisters what is right and wrong. I also talked to her about how I know whats it's like to get punished and all that jazz. she was shocked that her mimi and papa would do such a thing. I am worried about her but not because she is sneaking food but that she just does not seem to listen. I know most people are thinking she is only 8 and thats why but it's not that she is 8 it's that she is just to smaart. she knows that even if she gets into trouble it's never that bad and so whatever she did is worth the punishment. I don't know maybe I am thinking to much into this who knows I just feel bad for my sister and brother in law sometimes because man does Emily send them to the moon sometimes.
in other news I am starting to feel a little nervous or something about not really having a job anymore. I have some places in mind to call to see if they are hiring but it's still the whole interview process that I don't really like I just wish I could say I want to work there and then I would have a job or something. oh well I was not really looking for a job before and I got one so hopefully this time I will be just as lucky but this time get a job thats going to work out and where the people are more helpfuyl and more positive to me. I still can't believe how my boss treated me it was like she did not care what she did as long as she got rid of me as an employee. atleast I quit before she could fire me. heheh
well I am going to watch some tv now and hope that my sister and her hubby get home soon because I am one tired monkey;)
more to come tomorrow |
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[Jul. 29th, 2005|05:15 pm] |
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Well today was a stressful emotional day. I was called into my boss's office today because she was not happy with the way I was peforming or something to that effect. She is always so negative towards me and never has anything positive to say. I feel like she does not want to help me improve or even care about me as an employee. she has spoken to me before about things and never once has she enoucraged me or given me suggestions. she just tells me what she does not like and then tells me to sign something that says what we have just talked about. I went into her office today and she did the same thing. this time though things were different. different in a way that I really felt like I was going to loose my job. I really dont think Iam really that bed with children infact people are always telling me how good I am with them. well to make a long story a little less long I have given my resignation and have decided to pursue another job. I am a little nervous about quiting one with out having another one in the making but I know my parents love me and will help me out if I need them to.
I am sad about leaving mulberry because despite my boss I really liked it there. I lovet the children and I love the parents. I really think that I am going to be better off but it's still hard to think that if I did not quit I might have been fired.
well I am off to get fat kid food with my sister to ease the stress and pain.... looking forward to the weekend and spending time with the family.
more to come tomorrow |
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[Jul. 28th, 2003|06:57 pm] |
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So it's been a while since I have had one of these online journal things...but I have decided to start one up again. Nothing to exciting has been going on in my life. I work a full time job as a preschool teacher and I love every minute of it. The kids are great and they are always making me laugh.
I have really enjoyed having the weekends off because it gives me time to spend with my family. My nieces are a lot of fun and they just make me feel like a million bucks with their sweetness. My mother keeps telling me I need to spend sometime away from children because I go from work to spending time with my nieces but I can't help children are what make me happy!
I am living at home for the time being and it's alot better then I thought it was going to be. I have not been fighting with my mother which is good. It's been nice to spend time with my mother and my father. I don't know how long I am going to live at home but I have decided that even if I move out I will not leave the area. I had forgotten how much I love being in this area. The north shore was fun while it lasted and I will still visit up there but I am glad to be back home in Carver and just in the area... Some people probably think im nuts that I would want to live in such a calm cool relaxed place where nothing really ever happens but it's home and the people I love are here. sorry suz and john (I love you too! but the majority of my family is here in this small little town)
Well that pretty much brings you up to date in my daily life as it is today.
Today I worked at the school and now I am going to go watch a movie with mom and dad.
more to come tomorrow |
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